Today I am writing in my blog twice. I was planning on writing last night but I've been fighting fatigue lately and yesterday I had no choice but to respect my illness and just sleep. That said I did my best yesterday to have positive thoughts and meditated a little. Going to have to step it up today! I kept getting constant reminders yesterday of what I was working towards. On the way of doing errands, I'd pass a house that I've always dreamed of and think to myself "yes, this is what I want." My dream car would constantly pass by me and the same thing.."That's the car that I want". This was all just yesterday!" Do I feel guilty of thinking of such material things? NO! Because they are, in the scheme of all this, the littlest of the things that I want. Would I love to be able to do my grocery shopping at Whole Foods or Trader Joe's and buy everything organic for my family? Yes! Would I love being able to keep that dentist appointment instead of rescheduling it until I have enough money? Yes! How about doing all of the alternative ways of keeping healthy that insurance doesn't cover..acupuncture, herbs, yoga classes. Yes, I would love those too. The list goes on and on. But I have to say I am grateful that I DO have a home, I DO have a car, and I DO have health insurance.
The night before last I had a dream that I won $1400 on a $1 scratch ticket. Perhaps I should've bought one yesterday!
So what I did do yesterday is put it out into the Universe the things that I love and the things that I want. Affirmations!
As soon as I finish this blog, I'm going to light my candles and attract goodness into my home. I will read more about things that I can do to help draw the things that I want out of life. I'm going to pray. I'm going to go to the cemetery and I will visit my father and talk to him. Maybe he can put a good word in for me. He knows what I'm capable of and I know he only wants the best for me. ;) I'll then stop by my mother-in-law's grave and talk to her. She always had great advice for me and great ideas. She was an inspiration.
Well, I'm going to enjoy my day and I'm hoping the same for you too! Look for my blog later on for today is Day 5! Blessings to all! ~Suzanne~
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