Frustration and Being Tested (Oh my!)

Oh yes I am being tested!  When I took on this challenge that I chose to do myself I thought, well this will be easy.  OK for the most part it has been.  BUT~ the littlest things will make you think, if only for a split-second, that it's not going to work.  It's a scary thought!  Have I ever given up though? NO!  I will not give up.  This journey is mine to travel and the treasure I find at the end is mine for the taking!  Never say die!  I will continue on with my experiment which has produced the most amazing things.  I guess sometimes when such great things happen to you, you become a little spoiled and what more.  That's OK.  There's nothing wrong with that. 

I'm making wonderful connections and I'm feeling confident that what I want to happen will indeed happen.  I'm learning that I need to concentrate more on the "now".  I can't force things to happen.  I'll get there as I believe anyone can.  The difference between me and others who want things to happen is this.  Others just hope things fall into place.  I DECIDE things will fall into place.  It's my life and only I can decide how I want to live it.  With God by my side anything is possible. 

As for what I've done so far to magnify my positive vibrations today, I have looked at heartwarming images of baby animals (a true love of mine), I've said my affirmations, and I'm about to do some more reading. 

I'm currently working on the look of my blog.  Nothing so far seems like it has the right feeling but in the end it's all a part of the journey.  I wish all of you well.  I'm almost there!  I'm expecting something big to happen in the next couple of weeks so stay tuned!  I have no idea what it'll be but I know it is on it's way.  Remember, it may be huge for me but not for you.  That's OK!  You can still use what I'm going through to find your own treasure.  God Bless! ~ Suzanne~