So the past 2 days have been very trying for me. I was very down, and I was letting things get to me. Things just seemed to snowball for me during the day. I found a pile of bills that were past due, the phone rang and it was a creditor, my husband's knee is inflamed to the size of a tennis ball, Samantha has a cold, and it was just going on and on. Then I realized, I need to stop my way of thinking. I just kept thinking the worst of everything and it was getting me nowhere. Well, it began to change when I went to my Dr's. appointment. They were checking on a cyst they found on my left ovary and a polyp that would have to be removed. Well, upon further investigation and another scan, these findings are no longer there. They worked themselves out with my cycle and I was praising God. Suddenly the day seemed brighter, the air smelled sweeter, and I began to become focused again. When I got home I was able to take a nap and fell asleep to one of my meditation Cd's. Before we went to bed last night, my husband and I brought out our Angel cards. I drew the cards for us and it told me I needed to pray to Archangel Raziel and that I needed to follow my dreams. Well you bet your boots that's what I did.
I woke up this morning with a good feeling, a feeling of excitement and I didn't know why. It was nice though! Well, as the day went on I kept focusing on positive thoughts and I would have little mental conversations with Archangel Raziel. Well, wouldn't you know that while we were browsing at the Christmas Tree Shop my husband's cell phone rang. It was his boss who had laid him off in June. They need him back! He will begin in 3 weeks! We are so grateful. Thank God! Just when we felt there wasn't any hope and things weren't looking too good financially, a prayer was answered.
I'm also getting a lot of messages in such things as my angel books right down to fortune cookies telling me to "watch my thoughts". This is so true. When I changed the way I began to think, things began to change. Tonight I will draw on my Angel cards again. I really do find them inspiring and comforting. Like a friend who is always there with the answers you always seek.
Also, yesterday I stated on facebook that I wanted to be an author. I have been fed up with not knowing who I am and I finally just said "you know what? I want to be an author". So I put this as my status and I got 46 comments!! One of them from my favorite author Richard Paul Evans which simply stated "go for it". I believe this was the Universe telling me I had finally found what it is I am meant to be. I want to help others and inspire others through my writing. After my 90 days on this journey, I will turn this all into book form. Everyone's comments help me so much, in more ways than you know. I WILL live the life I have always dreamed of for my family. God...Show me the way!!
Love to all of you and God Bless!! ~Suzanne~
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